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[23 Apr 2007|08:41pm] [ mood | alone.worried.feeble. ] jordan got into a huge car accident. it was a rollover. flipped twice. i've never felt so scared in my entire life. i collapsed when i found out. spent the day with him today. he is the strongest person i know. he could be dead. but he might be going to school tommorrow. <3 8 danced the night away

[14 Apr 2007|12:25pm] hate so many things about my life. danced the night away

[04 Apr 2007|12:02am] more life changing events in the past two weeks than in my entire life. danced the night away

[06 Mar 2007|04:33pm] i'm going to italy for three weeks this summer. and jordan is coming with me. :]:]:]:] danced the night away

[09 Jan 2007|04:14pm] [ mood | headache ] so winter break was good. it had it's horrible parts, but ended with a whole day of just being around the person i care about most<3 school was horrible. sched: american history honors algebra 2 honors ap psychology spanish two i'm done with ap english!! it's scary to think that jordan is graduating in a couple of months. terrifying, actually. merry belated christmas and new year everyone:) danced the night away

[26 Nov 2006|01:07am] jordan and ricky are spending the night they are playing video games ps:]i love my boyfriend:] we spent thanksgiving together. we split it- morning with his family evening with mine, and then the following morning we went shopping (Black Friday). i got really cute jeans 2 danced the night away

[12 Nov 2006|07:37pm] his mom called me selfish, needy, and told me i broke apart their family. actually, i think sitting on my doorstep and refusing to leave because her son wont spend as much time wih her as she wants is needy. but thats just me. i feel so alone:[ 3 danced the night away

[12 Nov 2006|07:21pm] i don't think i've ever been as confused or cried as much as i have today in my whole life. to top all things off, we didn't go to the brand new show. we've had our tickets since july. no body belongs at that show more than i do. && i haven't eaten all day. :[:[ 1 danced the night away

[20 Oct 2006|05:18pm] he promises that i'm never going to hurt as much as i have in the past couple months. he said that he screwed up and is going to fix his mistakes. it's a lot that i'm trusting him with. but he's worth every fucking tear. he said he wants to sign up for the SAT together so he can cheat off me.hahah :]:] i'm going to a carnival tonight. cotton candy:]<3 danced the night away

[19 Oct 2006|04:18pm] [ mood | headache:/ ] my report card: 3 A's & 1 B+ :[ at least the C is in an AP class:[:[ jordan got grounded. no halloween horror nights.:[ and by the way- i got a ticket two days after getting my license. but my dad got it cleared for me since it was complete bullshit. the cops in weston are pathetic. 2 danced the night away

[03 Oct 2006|10:07pm] i got my license today:]:]:] first, of course, i drove over to jordans house and spent like 20 minutes with him -until his parents kicked me out.then i picked up ricky and we went to the library and to eat; we went back to my neighborhood and picked up veronica and went to see Byron. there's something about that boy. [[it was my first time driving on the highway at night.]] today was a lot of fun. 3 danced the night away

[01 Oct 2006|10:22pm] i miss him. 2 danced the night away

[27 Sep 2006|07:54pm] he still does the little things that he knows makes me crazy. he doesn't "realize." i really wonder how much commmon sense he has sometimes. and i know exactly what's going to happen. his parents are going to move on and completely adore him again, everyone is going to be okay and my feelings are still going to be hurt. but it won't matter because i don't matter. not to them. they walk all over people just to protect their precious son. 3 danced the night away

[25 Sep 2006|04:23pm] everything is really bad right now. 6 danced the night away

[12 Sep 2006|09:11pm] we bought two tickets for Brand New :]]]]]] sunday is going to be one year:] i fucking love him.♥ I'm starting to finally adapt to the ways of AP english. It's hard to throw out everything you were taught for 10 years. i am going to get my license october 3. my dad can't put it off any longer, he made the appointment:] 3 danced the night away

[02 Sep 2006|11:29am] [ music | brand new ] school is hard. & i'm determined to get nothing less than a B on my report card. :] Two of my nails somehow broke off last night at Dereks party. && almost a year baby:] danced the night away

[07 Aug 2006|11:32pm] the trip was amazing. something i will never forget. and i've never felt this close to anyone. ever. our little secret<3 1 danced the night away

[04 Aug 2006|10:39pm] i'm going lobstering tomorrow with jordan & his family. i'm extremely nervous. they are all very outdoor-sy and pros at that stuff and i've never done it before and if i'm bad at it or scared i have to hide it as well as possible. i hope there isn't any tension and everything goes well. i want jordan to have fun so if anything uncomfortable does come up i have to hide it the best i can:/ school is just around the corner. that freaks me out even more. 1 danced the night away

[30 Jul 2006|03:30pm] i'm starting to have a whole new prospective on things. and i have a lot more respect for people now. i like it. Summer is almost over. and i'm starting to get nervous for school.. for how things with Jordan are going to go. :/ And, i'm not so confident about this ap and honors thing. I know your junior year is the most important and i'm starting to feel a lot of pressure to do well and i'm scared that i won't & that i'm not made out for these classes. I'm sixteen now.<3 one month and seven days until i get my license.=) 3 danced the night away

[29 Jun 2006|01:44pm] ps: i got so close to the stage their sweat could have dripped on me! :) 3 danced the night away

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